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I was idly staring into space while hacking

  • I was idly staring into space while hacking into my own wrists with the sharp silver blade. The blood ran down my arms and dripped on the floor, as I continued to slash to the beat
  • of the cake mixer I got bored with trying to kill myself. I was immortal and everyday had been like groundhog day since my lover died. If only I could find new meaning to my
  • recipes. I thought if I replaced a few ingrediants of my cake recipe with my own bodily fluids, I could pass my immortality along to others & not be so lonely. I dripped my blood i
  • nto the batter. My ancestral line is from Vienna so it would be a German chocolate cake. A total cake from my immortal body fluids. I used my skin oil in the frosting and bile
  • In the cream filling, mixed with campfire marshmallows. It was topped with jello. This was my idea of reconstructing dreadful recipes from childhood. It was all natural though. Now
  • the only thing I had to do, was to mix it with the rum I'd bought in the morning. Wow, that was different from the childhood memories! "Not that different", remarked Astrid.
  • "My dad used to soak my pacifier in rum all the time, when I wouldn't stop crying.", said Astrid. As I marvelled at this insight in Astrid's childhood, I regarded the mixed drink
  • that my Father used to mix into my nightly bottle before going to sleep himself.
  • By now I was hearing the flames outside coming up the walls searching for us; searching for me. The drugs kept me unconnected and I could not reach my source. It was just there on
  • my mind but my body could not touch it. So I lay there listening as the fire engulfed me, trying to piece together how I might write about it if I survived. I did not.
Started
2013-03-31 19:10:48
Finished
2017-01-11 13:39:50

1 Comments

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    Woab Jan 11 2017 @ 13:44

    Do not try this recipe at home.

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