Always I begin empty and lose nothing constantly

Always I begin empty and lose nothing constantly until I am full again.

Gaining is simple; the world seeps into the core of everything you're made of-space- and lingers in your veins, quivering under its sadistic joy of control.

Unfortunately, that's how the world works nowadays. That's how everything works. Nothing surpasses anyone. You want something for yourself? The world will watch you with judgement.

You stand out from everyone else, you don't get praised or acknowledged. The world has screwed me over repeatedly and so that's why I'm

done. I am done with living on this barren wasteland of a planet, with people constantly using and abusing others. It is time I find a new place to inhabit...a new place to live.

So I moved to another barren wasteland of a planet altogether, but this time there were no people on it, and that was fine by me until I realized there was no-one there to text.

I loved texting so I decided to befriend the wild animals there. I taught them how to walk talk & use tools. Then it dawned on me, this wasn't another world but another time. I

Got texts from Mittens the cat. She wondered when I would buy her catnip. I replied there was some at home and I would find it when I returned after work. Mittens said okay.

Little did I know that Mittens and her neighborhood cabal of gnostic and hermeticist cats had forsworn catnip for a greater cause, and had prepared a ritual of which I would become